Never I was lonely like you
Never I was happier than you
Never I had to wait for someone
As you waited for me, forever
Not that I was sad enough
To think about you,
Neither I had any blind faith
To dream you along
Yet, I had little peace within
Yet, I knew something was missing
Yet, I had none to confess,
As I remained too confident, too proud
And you were there following me
With patience in mind, belief in heart
With love in soul, confidence in time
As you remained too confident, too humble
©NilavroNill 2nd March 2026
Tag: DREAM
Stepping Into The Madness
Never before never again
Walking side by side
With shadows, too personal
- Too irritating, suffocating
Abandoned habits of the past
Unforgettable mannerisms, both
Keep on controlling the steps
Stride after stride without fatigue
Talking relentlessly in private
Watching all the movements
Through the mirrors installed
Within the soul, seldom helps
So, I often tried the other way
Figuring out the night dreams
Before midnights, before late
Before dreaming with eyes closed
It is even better to program
Everything In advance,
In accordance with the fears
Nightmares beyond imaginations
It helps, it provides new horizons
It brings peace, saves the time
It remains pivotal in self defense
Before stepping into the madness!
22nd February 2026
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The Eternal Bliss
Whoever knows Him well
Whoever believes Him always
Whoever follows Him everywhere
All of them are welcome
To preach anything they like
To consecrate their disciples
But for me, I have a simple dream
Watching Him, coming to me Alone
At least for a handshake, or just
Extending His Bliss like a ‘Mother’…
©NilavroNill 30th December 2025
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Divine Appearance
Millions believed He was there
Among them, with them,
And they need nothing else
Only I stayed with myself
Expecting some miracles
Waiting for the divine appearance
I thought He knew me well
‘He would call me Himself’
I was too certain, too ignorant
Too stubborn, too blind…
©NilavroNill 28th December 2025
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Own Steps
Whenever I try to recall Him
I feel completely at a loss
No memories, no albums
Not a single word of assurance
Not a single word of consolation
Not a single word of accusation
Still, I try to follow the scriptures
Follow the words of the Prophets
Follow the shadows of the pilgrimage
And even following my own steps…
©NilavroNill 26th December 2025
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Letter To Be Written
I was preparing all day
As it was important to write
The letter addressing Him
It had become too difficult
To fall in love and rejoice
To remain faithful every time
I was doubtful, honestly
Did He ever fall in love?
Did He know, how it feels
To be stabbed, behind the back?
©NilavroNill 25th December 2025
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Birthday Gift
Is He older than the oldest
Is He younger than the youngest
Alive or dead Universe…?
Does He Himself know His age?
Is He bound by time, or Eternal
Beyond space beyond time…?
When I was a child, I thought
He too was born today,
Sharing the same birthday…
Happy Birthday to you Dear…
©NilavroNill 23rd December 2025
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The Questions
Waiting again for His call
If ever He would answer!
Too many questions, waiting
War or peace! Which one
Life or death! Which one
Savior or murderer! Whom
Whom He want to forgive! The Warlords?
What He want to gain! More power?
How He faces the people, humiliated
How He consoles the souls, killed…
©NilavroNill 22nd December 2025
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The Divine Confusion
Last night I saw Him
Walking in my dream
Not alone, but with me…
As usual, He kept His silence
As we were discussing everything
From beliefs to the ultimate truth
I thought He was listening
All my arguments, attentively
And I saw His confused eyes
Searching for something divine!
©NilavroNill 16th December 2025
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The Simpleton
He didn’t know the truth
Never imagined, never foreseen
Neither expected the end game
He was too romantic like poets
Too moralistic like the hermits
Too optimist like ardent devotee
Since then, He lost everything
Romanticism, optimism, all faiths
And His stubborn belief in mankind,
Everyday He is witnessing us…
©NilavroNill 14th December 2025
